
I love a new year. Within the newness lies an element of possibility that feels limitless. And that feeling, that sense of potential—it’s rare and short lived and all the more precious because of it. While I don’t make resolutions, I do think about where I’d like my energy to go and especially how I’d like to conserve it.
I’ve always been a bookworm, although I’m not exactly sure how that came to be. My parents were readers. Standard bestsellers for the most part. My mother liked to remind me—with hands on hips—that she’d read Atlas Shrugged when it was first published, as though that was an obvious walk on the wild side requiring no further explanation. And that’s what’s so odd. They never discussed what they read, at least not with me. As a kid, whenever I read something I enjoyed I couldn’t stop talking about it. And I’m still that way. Regardless, books were present in the house and my mom and dad supported my own interests. That must have been enough of a foundation to become an avid reader.
In October 2nd’s post, I spoke of a book I was beginning in lieu of visiting New York. At that time I’d only read about 50 pages and barely knew what I was getting into. Now, having finished it, I can say that Mark Stevens and Annalyn Swan’s de Kooning: An American Master, is one of the greatest and most inspiring books I’ve ever read. Sadly, what led me to the book in the first place, the retrospective at MoMA, ends in a week and I won’t be able to see his collected work in person. Nonetheless, the book was a priceless adventure that I hope others will also experience.
My point about energy management and conservation is this…. During the three months I spent reading de Kooning, I felt truly happy to be captivated by one simple thing, a book. It was a treasure and resource that I looked forward to picking up each day. I loved that it was long (630 pages not counting end notes) and that it was taking me forever to read it (mostly on breaks from work as I waited for my tea to steep). The writing, the subject matter: all art. I felt focused, invigorated, filled with ideas. It became at once central and centering. The entire experience was wonderful. And so much of the joy was derived from engagement in a single task that was free of distraction. Reading. Just reading.
Here’s to 2012, to good books, and to keeping it simple!
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